Nothing Really

I realize that anyone could read this meaningless little blog; but I have made the decision, that as I write, I will do so without thinking about any specific readers.   I need to have the freedom to write whatever is on my heart or mind without being concerned about who or how it may affect a potential reader; or burden myself with thoughts of someone questioning my motives in writing on certain topics.

This is MY blog.  It is an outlet for me, an escape of sorts.  It is where I can be overtly Steffanie... please allow me the freedom to do that.  I welcome your comments. In fact, I actually look forward to "discovering" them... they are like little gifts (cheesy I know, but honest).  I enjoy hearing the feedback of your thoughts on the subject or even (gulp) how I presented the subject.

I am going to pray here tonight...  I don't even really know why, except that tonight I need to cry out Jesus and as you read you can pray with me if you'd like

Father,

You alone are worthy.  You are good and kind.  Your grace and patience are beyond my ability to understand... thank you is SO trite but it is all I have.  I love and adore You.  Your provisions are countless.  It is in Your presence that I find the deepest peace...

Cast me not away from Your presence, Oh God. Take not Your Holy Spirit from me. Restore unto me, the joy of Your salvation; and renew a right spirit within me.

Papa, you know the deepest needs of my heart... I do not.  I know that my heart deceives me; it guides me into places that are not safe for me.  Help me discern safe places.  My heart Lord, is shattered... maybe beyond repair.  Only You know.

I bring some especially close friends before You tonight... seal them in love and bind them together in perfect peace. Bring healing and wholeness.  Give me words of life that I may speak over them as I pray for them.

Forgive me Father,  I am going to sleep now... I cannot even keep my eyes open to finish this.  I love and adore You. May Your grace abound! But ultimatey, may You be glorified!

I bring these things to You in the precious name of JESUS.  Amen.




**I actually wrote this last night... apparently, I fell asleep and woke up 10 hours later to find I had not posted it... I needed that-Thank You, Jesus.