Eyes open? Check. Feet to the floor? Check. Coffee? Check. Good morning, Monday. Thankfully Mondays are not new for me... this ain't my first rodeo. (Do you have any idea how hard it is for me to even write "ain't", even when I am trying to be cute?) I am really going to begin this week with a new focus... uh, I just need to figure out what that's going to be first. The fact that I was out of bed by six is good; a start. I know several of you who read my blog, and some of you I do not. But any of you who talk to Jesus, I would love for your conversation with Him to include me on some level if that is cool to ask of you.
There are many things I don't get to do/have "my" way in this life... I was really walking in a place of freedom when I was surrendered to His way. I have somehow walked away from that. I have been incredibly focused on all that I can't have, don't have, that I know I have lost sight of all that I do have in Christ. That being said, I also know that I am too weak, without others around me, to manufacture that level of focus right now... I need you to raise up my arms. I don't usually pine for this, but if you have a word of encouragement please feel free to leave it under the comments or there is an email link under my profile (I think) where you can send me an email directly from this site (I think the email availability is under the first contributor profile-blogger not google+).
I realize that this really is not a post with much "color" and I hope to change that soon, but it is a dimension of me... right where I am. I cannot be anyone or anywhere else right now.
I am surrounded by some pretty amazing people. May I just tell you in advance to your prayers and encouragements:
I love you...
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