I'm Back

I miss blogging... I am utterly amazed at how different, and exactly the same, my life is in comparison to my last post. I reread my entire blog and oddly enough, if the posts weren't dated, I would have cause for concern that I was somehow blogging in a nocturnal stupor regarding my current condition.

I am not on Facebook (I confess, I would be a creeper) but I am on Twitter. I love twitter. I have told other "mockers of the tweet" that if you can't say what needs to be said in 140 characters or less than it probably doesn't need to be said... ok, what I really mean is, I probably don't want to hear it. :) Yet, here I am blogging away with nothing really meaningful to say other than reintroducing myself to my blog.

I have come to realize, in more ways than I will confess here, I have a need to be heard... oddly enough, one of the very things that Lord has been transforming in me is the need to say less. So I ponder... is my need/call to say less stirring a greater need to be heard? I have always had plenty to say (pausing for the snide remarks) but I wonder in my sea of words how much has actually been heard.

I will be working to come here often... to think out loud. You don't have to listen. That may be actually more than either of us can handle. But I have determined that this blog is much more cost efficient than therapy for me! So I will write... think... speak... process... grow... heal... transform. Come along for the ride if you'd like, but I can almost promise a road with numerous turns, bumps and detours.

It's good to be back...again.